hope and faith

Loss in emotion

2012-01-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

Didn't get instep.

Although didn't put much hope on it,

but seeing most friends gotten it,

i feel abit left out.

HMM.

I'm tired.

A busy day for me.

Promised I will work hard.

Not a happy day.

Tonight is the night

2011-12-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

NO MATTER WHAT.

LIFE GOES ON.

ALL THE BEST.

Im HAPPY.
Improved!
CGPA pulled up!
Hard work paid off.

Thanks Delwin!
Thanks Enlin!
Thanks John!
Thanks all Profs!
:)
Thanks 213.
Aww
love sei you.

WHAT DOES'NT KILL YOU,
MAKES YOU STRONGER.

The world is so big,
cgpa is so small.

Attitude is the major determinant
of one's success or failure.

Thanks God.
Thanks.

Backseat

2011-12-19T16:03:00.001+08:00

Nice dao baooo!!

So happy being in Ipoh.

I'm like the Queen!

Things in Malaysia

are so expensive.

Wondering how

people here survive

with just less than RM2000

salary and with children.

I have tasted all sorts of food!

1) Dim Sum.

Was dreaming about Dim Sum

in Singapore during exam period. :S

2) Chee Chong Fun.

3) Liu Fen.

4) Black Canyon.

5) Crabs.

Many many more.

HAHA.

Wish this holidays

wouldn't end.

I miss you. <3

Don't want 22nd Dec to come.

No confidence at all.

Was thinking about

214 that night.

Chao~

P/S: I like DEV! :)

Good Feeling

2011-12-09T16:01:00.008+08:00

Hi peeps!

FINALLY.

Let's do some

recap for the finals.

MTH212

I like Prof Frederique!

She's such a nice prof.

Different from others.

Hmm.

What I remember from the paper is,

its quite hard.

Did some careless mistakes.

FINE.

HE9091.

Oh Gosh.

What I want to say is,

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

The Qs are very tricky.

Believe that lecturers

want to trick you.

hmm.

Anyways,

I was being tricked.

MTH211

Not bad.

I guess?

B perharps?

MTH214

I was completely

stunned.

I couldn't do even 1 MCQ ques.

The whole paper was about prove.

I did badly.

I rather there wasn't any MCQ.

At least,

I could write something

if it was subjective.

:((

BS8001

The only Bio paper I was taking.

A bit hard.

Some unrelated Qs

were asked.

Bio needs lots of readings.

No clear syllabus then.

By luck then.

hmm.

Not bad kut.

MTH213

I didn't know why.

I put lots of effort in this.

Things might not turned right.

Should train myself to think out of box.

Hope I don't have to retake this.

I dislike.

FINE FINE FINE.

Had some fun after final.

Night cycling.

Oh Gosh.

2 girls.

LOST.

RAIN.

FUN.

TIRED.

She's Enlin.

In this exam period,

I didn't on FB.

Password changed. :S

So,

I like LADY GAGA.

Found out she's a strong girl

She has lots of story behind her.

Me at home now!

Accompany mommy.

and daddy.

I got durian!

HAHA!

Life in Ipoh is the best.

Didn't had a great bday.

22nd Dec 2011.

Hope it will be a good day.

Pen off.

Chao~~

Marry the Night

2011-12-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

Imma so excited!

Last paper.

But it's computing.

Whats so over.

Night cycling tonight.

With Enlin.

Only 2 girls.

Let's see how we

survive

tonight and tomorrow.

with no1 knows the route.

Only the map.

God bless.

I'll be on FB after 4.30!

YAHOO!

Love ya. ;)

CHAO~~

Pyramid

2011-11-19T15:29:00.003+08:00

First paper down.

I didn't do it quite good.

I think.

But fine.

Past.

Econs next.

All the best dear.

Thanks Qiu Ping.

Thanks Cat.

Thanks Delwin.

Thanks Enlin.

:))

On the floor!

2011-10-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

Don't know why.

I feel like blogging.

Was thinking about

the old me these few days.

Why am i so unmotivated.

Something has gone wrong.

I had strong passion

when i was in f6.

I wanted to enter edu course.

Now, i got the scholarship.

I thought what i wanted

is now what i got.

I've lost the motivation

to always be better.

I'm glad i've found it.

Remember Dear,

IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA

BE GOOD,

HOW YOUR STUDENTS

GONNA BE GOOD?

Must keep on moving.

keep on going.

I know I won't give up easily.

Thanks Enlin and Delwin.

You 2 help me a lot.

Gotta thanks agains

if I got good gpa okay!

Treat you 2 makan!

((:

In The Dark

2011-10-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry that this blog post is for myself.

Dear Yoon Teng,

I'm sad.

Know why?

Its study agains.

I have been very stress.

Some of my friends didn't

even noticed about this.

They thought i'm smart.

I'm strong.

But what-so-ever,

I'm stress.

I'm sad.

I scored below 3.5 last sem.

I was sad.

But I couldn't cry.

Many things happened last sem.

Not under my control.

But is that the reason for

me to have low gpa?

I'm under scholar.

I'm seriously working hard

to maintain the scholarship.

That is what I want.

This is what I have never thought

i will be getting.

I believe in God.

Joce said,

God will not short chain anyone.

There is a new computing course

for my course.

I dislike computing.

But that's not an excuse.

I still have to like it.

I still have to learn it.

I SU-ed the C++ during my 1st yr.

This yr, I have to face it.

1st quiz, i got 3.5/5

2nd quiz 0.5/5

Midterm i got 3.5/15

Do you see the reason

i'm sad?

People said,

study isn't everything.

True,

but i'm just sad.

I never thought it will be so low.

I know I should never give up.

I know I should work harder.

I know.

and I know.

I'm just sad.

I wasn't lazy.

Hmm.

It's the thing that,

You are the one who make yourself sad.

No one would understand.

I never forget what I want to be.

But why am I so discourage?

Being a teacher,

you yourself have to be

good in that subject

you're teaching.

What am i now?

Did I make a wrong choice

to come to NTU?

i'm just sad.

Regards,

Yoon Teng

2011-09-02T01:07:00.001+08:00

You're not a fast giving up person

as i know.

TBC.

MAGIC

2011-04-25T01:13:00.004+08:00

有时候，

自己知道自己

没比别人的脑

转得快，

没别人聪明，

所以要更努力，

所以要更上劲，

所以要更用功，

可是，

别人就会说你，

KIASU，

NERD，

NOOB，

BOOKWORM，

MUGGER，

宅女，

整天躲在房里。。。

其实，

我很想问，

关你屁事啊？？？

yeah yeah yeah

2011-04-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

I truly understand this quote yesterday.

It was really not my day.

其实，

每个人都有

自己对自己的期望。

达到了，

当然高兴。

达不到的，

当然就不高兴咯。

可是，

差丁点儿就达到的，

就会像我一样。

我EMO了。。。

just can't get enough

2011-04-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

Damn sexyyy!!!!

tonight im loving you

2011-03-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

( ABOUT YOU .. ♥ )
• most people call you?: Yoon Teng
• when's your birthday?: Nov 28
• is your current hair color your natural hair color?: yes.
• what are you complimented on most?: cuteness ( don't doubt me :P)
• what do you do for fun?: everything. (:

( ABOUT YOUR FAMILY .. ♥ )
• are your parents still together?: YES
• how old are your siblings, if you have any?: 1 bro and 1 sis
• are you the tallest one in your family?: nopee.
• do you have the same name as one of your relatives?: nope.
• how many letters are there in your last name?: 4.

( ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS .. ♥ )
• do you have a lot of friends?: i do, i can finally say that honestly hahah.
• what do you guys do when you're together?: gossip and do stupid things.
• have you ever lost a friend because of something stupid?: yep.
• have you made any new friends this year?: A LOT.
• who's the last friend you hung out with?: Joce?

( HAVE YOU EVER .. ♥ )
• sang a solo in front of a large audience?: yes.
• been in trouble with the cops?: nope.
• gotten a tattoo?: nope.
• kicked a guy in the junk?: nope
• pretended to be happy?: yes.

( DO YOU BELIEVE .. ♥ )
• in God?: yes
• in Satan?: You can't have one without the other.
• that everything happens for a reason?: a sure
• in love at first sight?: no.
• that there's such a thing as true love?: yes, have you ever seen a mother and her baby?

( SCHOOL-RELATED .. ♥ )
• what grade are you in?: Uni
• do you get good grades?: fairly.
• are you the teacher's pet?: no, but i have teachers who love me. (((((:
• have you ever been sent to the principal's office?: HAHA.
• do you plan on going to college?: im already in Sg doing what i like and get what i want. (:

( WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU .. ♥ )
• told someone you loved them?: the boy boy and girl girl love?
• drove a car?: long time ago! i miss AGR 8526.
• went to burger king?: Hmmm
• made someone cry?: idk.

( YESTERDAY .. ♥ )
• what did you do?: Gossip during dinner. LOL
• was it a good day?: yeah.
• did you hang out with any friends?: yes.
• did you get in any trouble?: nope.
• was it better than today?: nope.

( TODAY .. ♥ )
• what day is it?: 30th Mar.
• did you do anything fun?: fun? as in..?? badminton?
• did you have to work?: MIDTERM LA HONEY.
• where did you go?: school library SRC canteen room.
• what are you doing tonight?: eating, being a slug.

( IF .. ♥ )
• someone handed you a million dollars what would you do?: give him back,ask him donate to people who need it.
• your parents told you tomorrow morning you were moving across the country, what would your reaction be? =.=|||
• you had free gas for 2 months where would you go?: new zealand or other europe country. PARIS? (aft i found someone 1st)
• you had to get married tomorrow, who would you marry?: ZZZ
• smoking weed was legal would you do it?: none of my business.

( FOOD .. ♥ )
• what's your favorite food?: home-cooked.
• what about drink?: any but preferable coffee.
• do you drink pop/soda?: yes.
• what's the last thing you cooked/made for yourself?: broccoli.
• are you a good cook?: sort of. LOL

( TV & MOVIES .. ♥ )
• what's the last movie you saw in theaters?: im number 4.
• what about at home?: forgot.
• do you go out to movies a lot?: nah.
• who's your favorite character from your favorite TV show?: can't think of any.
• do you watch a lot of TV?: nope.

( MUSIC .. ♥ )
• what are your 3 favorite songs?: always be my baby.. any pop songs will do..
• what kind of music can you not stand?: too rocky. you're too noisy for me.
• have you been to any good concerts?: nopee.
• who's the lead singer of your favorite band?: adam lavine.
• name some of your favorite bands or artists: rihanna, maroon5...

2011-03-18T08:33:00.000+08:00

有时候，人就是这样，用完了东西不懂得放回原位，借了东西不懂清理干净，不是三岁小孩，该懂的就该懂，每个人都会很忙，都会很累，不要把事情都推给别人去做，做好自己的责任。

自己的责任要自己承担。

老实说，我真的很生气。

Bad girl good girl

2011-03-17T19:08:00.006+08:00

Hi peeps.

I shouldn't be blogging here.

But i was so motivated!

For god's sake.

I was working.

From last week til today. :)

To earn extra money.

I HAVE DECIDED.

TO GO FOR EXCHANGE.

TO NEW ZEALAND.

Hmms.

btw, i have not search

for any info on that.

I'll try my best to get it.

During the working period.

I learned a lot.

Ate a lot.

Had many free buffet.

(Got prawn le..)

Laughed a lot.

with my colleagues.

Enjoyed.

Wish i will be joining agains.

Perhaps in June. ((:

Anyways,

i cooked yesterday!

Guess you can see it on my Fb!

Let's share on my blog as well!

I understand that

your saliva is coming out.

Wipe it and pretend

nothing has happened.

Oh!

1 sad story!

Nasi panggang gone!

My favourite dish in NTU!

Bye bye aunties!

I miss mummy and daddy.

I gotta work hard.

P/S: I am not giving stress to myself.

I am just motivating myself.

My English is poor.

That's why i need practice.

I don't mind if you correct me.

Because I always know that

WHEN PEOPLE DO NOT CORRECT YOU

FOR YOUR ERROR,

IT MEANS PEOPLE HAS GAVE YOU UP.

Chao~~

coming home =)

2011-02-28T23:36:00.005+08:00

Today is a gay day!

LA Quiz!

PSY Midterm!

SPMS Booth Day!

Buddhist Society BBQ Night!

I GOT MY $$ TODAY TOO!! =)

It's the first time..!!

I wasn't a good student

when i was young.

My mum being invited

to school to meet

teachers.

LOLs!!

KUNING~

LOLSSS!!!

P/S:

I HATE SEEING YOU SAD.

PLEASE RECOVER YOUR MOOD SOON.

YOU MAY MISS THEM,

BUT YOU SHOULD ENJOY

YOUR OWN LIFE THERE.

CHEERS!!

Boom, Shake, Drop

2011-02-20T10:54:00.002+08:00

Mr.Chin said,

If you don't do

well in your studies,

You'll spend 60 years

in your home alone.

Why not study now?

You have been given a chance.

I mean i do

more than just studying.

I am explaining things

which i don't like.

Since when,

I mind on others'.

Its just a SHIT.

I JUST WANT TO EXPRESS.

Think in a positive way.

Can't you?

Don't jealous.

2011-02-08T07:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes

when i am angrying,

i will be rude.

Sorry for being impatient.

Thinking of ME =)

2011-01-30T01:07:00.004+08:00

Hi FRIENDSSS!!

wow.

have not been updated

my blog

for more than 1 month.

CYT, you changed lots!

hope it is to the better.

=))

Have not do

2009 review and

2010 resolution!

oopss..

It has been a

HOLIDAYS & STRESS year

for me.

9 months of holidays.

TURNING POINT.

4 months of stress NTU life.

However,

never had regret feeling.

KEEP ON MOVING.

enjoying.

of course!

DO ALL TUTORIALS.

lols.

Don't call me a NERD.

我坚持，是因为我注重。

我不放弃，是因为那是我想要的。

Be a better person.

This has been repeating every yr.

Be more open-minded.

Ready to accept criticizes.

Jia Yous CYT! =)

anyways,

PuanRoziah is now in

SMK Bainun.

I was angry,sad.

Hope everything is okies with her!

CNY is coming.

Going to enjoy the fullest.

Going to finish all my works.

I have not been EMO

for very long time!

But sometimes,

I do need ALONE TIME.

Talk softly to me.

Don't SHOUT.

Always reflect

what you've done.

Be a good person.

this time i shall say

BUDDHA BLESS US!

PS: i am lucky enough

to get what i want

to know what i wanted.

Thanks because people

are willing to give me their hands.

Im touched.

VERY.

CHAO~

CAREFUL

2010-12-21T15:45:00.013+08:00

muahahhahaha..

sorry for the incredible opening.

im too happy.

FOUNDATION OF MATHS ends.

DISCRETE MATHS ends.

PROGRAMMING ends.

LINEAR ALGEBRA I ends.

CALCULUS I ends.

but but but,

PARTY TIME STARTS!

frankly,

i have not been this stress.

i stayed up til 3 am to do passed year.

i studied from morning til midnight.

i did not step out from my room.

i have no time to talk.

no time to msn.

but have time to fb.

ALAMAK!

anyways,

it has came to the end.

i mean its time to rest.

go wild!

play hard!

and ignore my books,notes.

sometimes,

thinking that im in a dream.

am i really in Sg?

i have been very stressed on the MOE scholarship.

just to say that,

they want me to fulfill 3 criteria:

1. This sem has to be above 3.5

2. satisfying medical report

3. English test ( I don't have to take this)

Seriously,

i have no confidence in the 1st one.

so,let's not talk about it.

anyways,

i gave my best.

The medical report.

more serious than serious.

blood test is alright.

urine test is the kacau-es!

i took twice urine test.

1st time,

red blood cells in urine.

2nd time,

white blood cells+bacteria.

wt...

i dare not consult the hospital doc.

i was worried that

they will charged me for 1000SD

for 1 Qs.

As the medical checkups

is paid by MOE.

so,

i consulted NTU doc.

he asked me,

YOU FEEL PAIN WHEN URINATE?

i said NOPE.

he asked again,

YOU GO TO TOILET VY FREQUENT?

i said NOPE.

then he said,

I THINK YOU'RE NOT INFECTED.

THE URINE IS CONTAINMINATED.

AS EPITHELIAL CELLS ARE FOUND.

THEY ONLY TOOK THE UPPER STREAM.

IF YOU TAKE MIDDLE STREAM,

THE WHITE BLOOD CELLS WOULD BE ZEROSSS..

that was one of the problem arised.

SURETIES PROBLEM.

they need 2 sureties for this scholarship.

1st one must be Singaporean.

2nd one must be either Singaporean/PR.

i met a lot of problems on this.

i went to meet my

lecturers,

mentor,

maths Sci head.

see the reality side.

it's alright.

it's okay.

i have gone through this.

Minor in BIOLOGY problem

I just found out few days ago.

NO MINOR IN BIO IN NTU.

it's okay.

it's alright.

things solved.

God Bless Man! :)

will be back to Ipoh on 27th Dec.

will do a more detailed urine tests

that time.

CHAOsss~~~

2010-12-04T11:49:00.001+08:00

不要埋怨别人无知，不要指望别人和你站在同样的高度。其实，一个人所处的高度，决定了他的见识。与其埋怨别人，不如用一种亲近的态度和平和的心态，去和别人交流、沟通、兼融……这样，你就可以做一个好家长、好教师、好经理，甚至是好总统。

2010-11-21T15:06:00.003+08:00

Dear Yoon Teng,

MATHS ISN'T THE SAME AS BIOLOGY.

even if you understand the maths,

if you didn't do much practice,

you wont score well.

STOP READING MATHS CYT!

PLEASE TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE.

*THANKS*.

Regards,

Yoon Teng

im sorry,but im in stress mood. i really need to work hard and do more exercises. stop wasting time on fb. stop stalking people. stop crapping.

you know what you should do.

just wanna express here.

CHAO!

THE TIME

2010-11-12T23:54:00.011+08:00

Yeah!

it's almost 12 am now.

im sleepy

and yet i know

if i don't blog now,

i will not have time to do so.

alright!

how to start?

everyone knows my ambition?

suppose not everyone know it,

so i tell now.

I WANNA BE A GOOD TEACHER. :)

I guess you are praising me in your heart.

*THANKS*

cut the story short.

i got what i always wanted!

WILL BE A TEACHER PRETTY SOONNNN~~

in about 4.5 years time.

i have been offered MOE TEACHING AWARD SCHOLARSHIP.

MATHEMATICS is my major.

BIOLOGY is my minor.

(you know i miss bio right?)

GOSH!

they gave me what i want!

full scholarship

tenable for the full duration of my course.

allowance.

Bla Bla Bla.

i was super happy and shocked!

i didn't expect that i'll be getting what i want.

and i kept on saying OMG

when i got the letter.

i will never forget those people.

who encouraged me.

who supported me.

who cheered me up.

who comforted me.

who helped me.

MY PARENTS

they are always the best!

they gave me freedom

to do whatever things i like.

they have faith in me.

i want them to stay healthy forever.

i want them to be happy forever.

PUAN ROZIAH AYUB

She is the special one for me.

she is the one who inspire me.

the interviewer asked me,

how your teacher inspired you

to be a teacher?

what she did to me

make the 2 interviewers nodded their head.

im glad to have her as my teacher.

she made a difference in my life.

POON SIEW TENG

she smsed me.

after she knew i didn't even get

the chance to be interviewed to

be a teacher in Malaysia.

she said

"EVERY ADVERSITY CAME WITH AN OPPORTUNITY"

i miss her. (:

CHIEW YEE KHENG

she said

"DONT GIVE UP YOUR HOPE"

LIM PECK TENG

she is the one who

asked me to apply for this scholarship.

without her,

without $$.

YEAP SIEW YEE

she said

"GAH YAO WO.

I AM HAPPY FOR MY FRIEND XD "

GAVIN LOO

he helped me

to correct my essay!

AMELIA MALIK

she is the one always cheer me up.

im happy to talk to her.

as she is my endorphine!

JOCELYN ONG

she prayed for me.

many of them more.

sorry i couldn't type that much.

thanks to everyone.

you guys rock my world!

SMGR gangs!!

ST gangs!!

misssss and lovesss.

(((:

PS:STUDY HARD AND

YOUR HARD WORK WILL BE

PAID OFF ONE DAY.

GOD BLESS EVERYONE.

CHAO~

2010-10-30T08:35:00.000+08:00

I WATCH THIS WHEN

IM STRESS.

2010-10-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

IM GLAD THAT

AT LEAST

I HAVE BEEN GIVEN A CHANCE.

2012

2010-10-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

hey hi there everyone. :)

i just finished my recess week.

and today is a Sunday.

(back to NTU)

i have been home for a week.

things are different.

mum and dad.

i realize that

they are not as healthy as before.

my heart doesn't feel good.

mum has got Helicobactor pylori bacteria

in her stomach.

she didn't tell me when

i was in Singapore.

dad has more white hair.

i felt so sorry to both of them.

i still remember that

i swore that i wont come back

to M'sia anymore.

now i change my mind.

it is so cruel to leave them.

and i hope

i can be by their side forever.

there were a few times

i feel like crying

during the recess week.

what i am having now,

are from them.

next,

must be puan roziah..!!

that was the most

relaxing chat between we 2.

we talked about family.

and she's just as good as my mum.

i don't wanna dream anymore.

about i took the wrong bus.

about i didn't finish doing in exams.

about i didn't bring calculator during maths exams.

about falling from bed.

....

control you stress level cyt.

im glad with what i have.

appreciate everyone who walk into my life.

thanks for everything.

BE BLESSED

2010-10-09T13:55:00.003+08:00

GOSH.

can you see the swollen part?

hypersensitive

allergy

by insects bite!

[THOUGH I LIKE BIO,

I JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING

ALL INSECTS NOW,

COZ IT IS DAMN ITCHY NOW!!!!!!]

no worries.

i went to see doc.

it costs me $SD8.80!

fine.

i couldn't sleep last night.

i woke up and sit on my bed

in the middle of the night.

i miss home a lot

and i feel like crying.

one week more..!

im going to be in ipoh!

YEAH!

btw,

i received a call from MOE Sg.

asking me to go for interview

for TEACHING AWARD SCHOLARSHIP.

thanks for everything.

and thanks JOCELYN ONG!

2010-10-06T19:37:00.003+08:00

they asked me

"eh,why you study in NTU?"

"you thinking to go back to m'sia aft the 3 yrs bond?"

just wanna say,

noone would understand me.

they wont understand.

coz they got what they want in local.

advice:

STUDY HARD IN F6.

AND LEAVE.

我的心死了。。

CHAO~~

breakaway

2010-10-02T22:01:00.003+08:00

lala~

not emo-ing.

but i just need

'SOMEONE'

to hug me tightly

and tell me

'EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY'

chao~~

2010-09-23T15:54:00.001+08:00

i just dont know what happened to me

just a quiz.

what makes me so nervous about it?

just some simple Qs.

WTH are u doing CYT?

2Qs have been tested.

2Qs u did wrong coz of careless.

WTH!

2010-09-20T21:51:00.001+08:00

We all know what's happening here

because it's happened before.

Like an avalanche,

there's nothing we can do about it

so we don't even need to speak.

But this time,

if we're covered by the ice and snow,

I will hold you tight.

I will keep you warm.

I pray you're ok.

That it's ok.

I pray all the parts of you that I remember are still there.

I pray that you're happy.

Even if it's not with me.

realize

2010-09-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

无论这边有多么的好，

不要忘记自己是马来西亚人~

我们爱的是马来西亚这片土地，

而不是马来西亚的政治！

this was told by 1 of my senior.

kinda.......

though things are unfair.

things are unchanged.

but,

that is still the place where i grown up.

when i saw Malays in Sg,

i miss my Malay friends in Malaysia.

i miss speaking Malay!

and of course!!

malaysia no.1 hit station!!!!!!

IM STILL LISTENING TO HITZ.FM

WHEN IM STUDYING.

coz i couldn't find any radio station

in sg that better than hitz.

P/S I WANNA TALK TO YOU,

BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO TALK.

CHAO~~~

new L.I.F.E. starts

2010-09-10T11:19:00.023+08:00

hello everyone.

i guess i abandoned this blog

for some time ha.

LOL.

its time to refresh

what i have done in Sg so far.

firstly,

take a look at this!

my room.

hall7-block37-level2-room697

guess i haven't intro my roomie right?

here she is.

CHAN YEE HWA

she is from KL.

taking EEE.

(i asked her to shower every night,

but she just busy playing games)

admin stuff all done for sure.

special credits to all FOC seniors.

without them,

my admin stuff wouldn't go so smooth.

EXCITING PART aka CLIMAX

FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP

my OG is LEVA.

here is my GL.

CHEER

guess this is not clear right?

what about this?

A big thanks for her.

leng lui. (lol)

she is such a CARING and RESPONSIBLE GL.

and these are some FOC photos.

enjoy.

i always believe that

THE END OF ONE THING,

IS THE BEGINNING OF MANY THINGS.

there're so much more

that yet to come.

Enjoy Uni life.

New life.

life with less dependency.

life with more stress.

but there always values to be enjoyed.

miss ipoh food.

miss ipoh friends.

miss Ipoh teachers.

(esp PUAN CHEE!!)

my my family for sure.

LIFE STILL GOES ON.

WITH NO REGRETS.

cheers~

CHAO~~

=))

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2010-08-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

hahahaha..

when you all see this pic,

you all sure know what i wanna post about.

i'm so glad

to have a teacher like her.

She gave me a bear.

with the price tag is there.

haha.

will bring it to everywhere.

HAHAHAHA~

talking about that.

feelings now?

Nope.

i feel NOTHING.

excited?

yeah!

a bit.

P/S:

i said i won't do anything extra.

CHAO~~

2010-08-13T17:06:00.004+08:00

teenage dream =)

2010-08-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to

her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

i think i posted this before.

did i?

anyway,

i was thinking of you

when i was reading this.

hope you'll read it too.

COOLER THAN ME

2010-08-06T22:36:00.007+08:00

what a day.

i found out that

this year is a very unlucky year for me.

i got a vy big B+ in my chem.

i didn't even get interview

to be a teacher in local U.

i filled in the wrong form in application

of education in NTU.

now,today.

i got HALL 7.

that is the hall which everyone is freaking of.

the feeling is so...!!!

WTF

somebody is cursing me out there.

HAIZ.

i'm thinking to switch my course.

From MATHEMATICAL SCI

MATHEMATICS AND ECONOMICS.

is that the right thing to do?

can somebody tell me.

coz today is down for me.

i went to meet him.

if you're not from my previous school,

you wouldn't know who he is.

he is mr.mustapha.

a very excellent bm teacher.

just to say.

I HATE TIGER YEAR.

I DON'T CARE IF I'M GONNA

DREAM OF TIGER TONIGHT.

P/S:

i think i should let go.

wish you all the best.

shouldn't i?

sorry,

because i don't know your

language anymore.

i dislike miscommunicate..

CHAO~

2010-08-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

siao.

2010-08-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

One day, a professor asked his students
'Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?'

All the students thought for a while. One answered 'Because we lost our cool.
That's why we SHOUT.'

Asked the professor again, 'But the person is just right next to you,
why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?'

Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.

Lastly explained by the professor 'When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart.
To mask the DISTANCE we felt,
we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.'

'But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further.
So we SHOUT even louder...'

'It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears.
Why?'

'This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart.
As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.'

'We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,' concluded the professor.

'Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart.
WAIT a few days.
When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.'

I LIKE IT

2010-07-25T20:53:00.003+08:00

feel so good to delete things.

haha.

nothing wrong with me.

finally.

resigned.

i can rest for 1 month.

i need to change something.

my mood

WORKING MOOD --> STUDY MOOD

i need to prepare for some tests.

QET.

Exemption tests.

still have lots of things to do.

lappy

ASUS lo.

but haven't buy.

and the coming Aug.

it's gonna be a lovely month.

friends gathering.

teachers gathering.

and of course,

family gathering.

oh!

i never take photo with puan roziah!

met a kumon student today.

guess what he said.

HELLO KUMON TEACHER.

haha.

so cute.

=))

photos on KUMON.

i hope i can upload next week.

coz i still haven't take any.

=)))

i know i'll miss BIOLOGY.

i started to miss about

stem cell research and genes!!!

OMG.

i'm just so addicted to the adver song

of cadbury.

neh..

the eyebrow one.

so cute!

SIAO CYT.

CHAO~~

2010-06-14T08:53:00.002+08:00

EVERYONE IS GIVEN A POCKETFUL OF SUNSHINE,

HOLD TIGHT,

STAY STRONG,

GO TO A PLACE WHERE YOUR SUNSHINE BELONGS.

2010-05-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

you know

what Puan Roziah said?

DONT DISLIKE YOUR COUNTRY..

NOT A GOOD SIGN !!

TRY CHALLENGE YOURSELF LIKE.....YOU TELL ME

look.

she is just soooo.....

haha.

anyway,

she gets promoted!

CONGRATULATIONS!

=)))

2010-05-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

you know what

mr.chin said to me?

he said:

YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL

YOU DID NOT GET EDU.

TEACHER'S LIFE IS

FULL OF FRUSTRATION.

this is the main point:

MANY LADY TEACHERS

ARE STILL SINGLE!

ANYWAY,

i believe that

when there's a hope,

there's a way.

thanks everyone.

TEACHER'S DAY IS COMING SOONNN~~

CHAO~~

2010-05-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

this movie!!

i tell you.

4.9 STARS!!

you will ask me,

which movie gets 5 stars?

sure.....

AVATAR la....

today.

went to pasar malam.

i love ipoh pasar malam.

monday one.

the best!

saw fei chua.

ngek ngek.

when he saw me.

"OI..."

=.=

who else??

hey hey hey.

i saw mr.vellu today.

in JJ.

super duper miss him.

he supports me to be a teacher.

i miss the class taught by him.

never be late to his class.

WHY?

coz he won't care if u stand

outside the class,

just knock knock knock,

and shout at him

"GOOD MORNING SIR"

this is what he likes.

=}}}

good teacher will always wish their students

ALL THE BEST.

juat like PUAN ROZIAH.

LOL.

alright.

short update.

CHAO~~

2010-05-01T15:25:00.004+08:00

*NGEK NGEK NGEK*

She is

Amelia Binti Abdul Malik.

yumcha with her last night.

Zatil and SyafiQ too.

However,

i talked more

with Amy.

hahax.

it's so nice,

if you have friends of other races,

sitting on the same table,

talk and

LAUGH OUT LOUD!!

that's not the main point.

i went back to SMGR and ST yesterday.

about the SMGR part,

LOL.

PUAN ROZIAH again.

she was SMILING when she saw me.

but b4 that,

she was teaching,

with her face,

so fierce.

LOL

alright.

talk about ST.

i met Puan Chee 1st.

I listen to what she said carefully.

b'coz I know

she came through the process.

i rmmbr this the most

"YOON TENG,DON'T THINK TOO MUCH"

TRUE.

after 4 years,

everything will be different.

she said:

"MAYBE AFTER 4 YEARS,

MATHEMATICAL SCI WILL BE IN

GREAT DEMAND"

i was =.=

never know she is so........

COMEL BETUL!!

haha..

this one.

FEI CHUA.

he was....

talking non stop.

very experienced.

still the same,

promote his son to kuan.

haha.

he was not that +ve

to my course.

Choong sinse.

i knew he kesian me.

coz I didn't get Education.

T_T

AND!!

he is still the same!!

"COME TO MY CLASS TO GIVE TALK"

of course,aku x g la..

but,

he told his class about me pulak.

aiyorr...

I PAISEH LA...

okay.

end here.

AKU BUDAK BAGUS.

chao~~

BLUE

2010-04-27T19:16:00.005+08:00

i was totally BLUE last night.

my body was in blue.

my shirt was in blue.

my short-pans was in blue.

and suddenly,

my hp turned blue as well.

quite hyperbolically.

frankly,

my mouth was in this shape

when i saw MATHEMATICAL SCIENCE.

i was thinking.

HEY HEY HEY,

JGN MAIN2 YA..

i recheck,

recheck,

and recheck.

still it is.

SIGH.
HAIZ.

that's all i can say.

i sent them an email.

appeal job has done.

typed reasons in not more than 50 words.

hope they will give me a chance.
things on my mind is:

IF I COULD SUCCESS IN APPEAL,
I'LL GO SG.
if not,i'll stay.

i may change my mind
from time to time.

will be back to SMGR and ST.

thanks to my SG seniors
CHI HONG
YI SHIN
SERENE
they helped me a lot.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

2010-04-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

We grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, No second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

I always knew looking back in tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

生活可以很复杂以可以很简单，我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛

苦之中，爱自己多一点！不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助，人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里，有一天阳光大道等着我们走，放开自己，高傲的活着，只要自己幸福开心的，痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去！

2010-03-29T20:17:00.003+08:00

Dear God,

I know.
I look awesome.
I am pretty.

you.
purposely.
put something on my face.
PIMPLES !!!
however,
i would rather say they are
ACNE.

Im serious,Dear God.
can you kindly remove it??

Sincerely,
Yoon Teng Chan

2010-03-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

we don't talk about BFF anymore.
is that okay with you all?

fine.
CHAO~

anyway,
i miss mr.vellu.
i miss encik mustapha.
i miss puan roziah.

feel like giving a big big hug to them.
okay.
its time.
CHAO

nobody nobody but you

2010-02-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

alright.
let's make a conclusion.

i got 3As and 1B+.
pointer: 3.83

PA1: A
PA2: A
PA: A (4.00)

MATHS1: A
MATHS2: A
MATHS: A (4.00)

CHEM1: B+
CHEM2: B+
CHEM3: A
CHEM: B+ (3.33)

BIO1 : A-
BIO2: A
BIO3: A
BIO: A (4.00)

people asking me,
"YOON TENG,DO YOU SATISFY?"

frankly,
im not!
the B+..
GOSH!
why not A-?
i would feel much much better.
at least,
whenever people ask me,
i can say,
HAHA,I GOT 4As.
LOL.

however,
when i refresh my mind.
things are not doing that way.
i spent the least time in chem.
hate chem the most.
what makes me got an A for that?

i should feel blessed.
i should feel grateful.
i should feel happy.
i should feel satisfy.
i should FLY~~~

THANKS FOR READING.
=]
CHAO~~~

crawl

2010-02-01T20:36:00.004+08:00

what a GAY day!!
huhu

went back to SMGR again~
even the school guard
recognize me and my car.
i said:
"ha,x payah tulis buku record ke?"
he said:
"x yah la,masuk je.."
LOL

okay.
of course it is PUAN ROZIAH agian~
laugh and laugh and laugh
crap and crap and crap
LOL
i'll never forget.
she asked me to find a bf that day.
LOL
FUNNY LA WEEE....
anyway,
JODOH X TIBA LAGI...
and yee wen said,
IM NOT THAT DESPERATE,LOL

then.
JJ time.
oh!!
should be MISS TAN time.
this is miss tan.

{last day of schl.}

{6th form night}

guess what!!
i saw MISS CHEE too.
YSY said i can have lunch with 2 miss.
LOL.

miss tan and I went to
BLACK CANYON.
GROCERY.
seriously,
this is the 1st time.
SHOPPING with teacher.
HAVE LUNCH with teacher.
( mr.chin was brunch )

pasar malam.
HUHU
hey,readers,
CNY is just so near.
you all just didn't know,
i have been waiting for this year CNY
since last year.
huhu.

JUST TO ADD ON.
PARENTS are the only and one
who teach you how to fly.
anyhow,i seldom talk about them
in my blog.
but,1 thing.

I LOVE THEM. =]

miss tan

2009-12-22T16:56:00.003+08:00

you miss her??
i know you do.
lala~~

MAKE A DIFFERENCE

2009-12-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

MAKE A DIFFERENCE

take some time
watch the short clip
above by clicking it.
it is touching.
i nearly cried.

2009-12-21T20:31:00.008+08:00

received a mail from a friend
i like that
so im gonna post it here
read carefully.

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
we understand that friends change.

I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over
the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
loving words.. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what
we do, no matter how we feel..

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you
when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others..
sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....
That your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything

today is my greatest day!!

2009-12-19T22:20:00.005+08:00

JAMES CAMERON!! I LOVE YOU!!!
how can you come out
with this amazing movie??

IT WAS SO SO SO SO NICE!!

alright.
let's talk about what i
did today.

early morning
i woke up at 6.15am.
it was raining.
but i still insisted to go.
who knows?
there might be no rain there.
anyway,
it was raining!!
haha.
we did some aerobics in the rain.
about 5 mins..
haha.
then pui queen and I
ran into my car.

we went to kopitiam.
parked a place that
my car shouldn't park.

then
lunch time.
attended my neighbor's
wedding ceremony.
the food was
NOT NICE!!
okok..
maybe those are malay food.

then went to jj
with pui queen again.
guess what??
I BOUGHT A SKIRT!!!!
i already told you all.
I GONNA BE FEMININE!!
LOL

hahahhaha...
im gonna wear it during new year!!
yeah!!
im waiting for chinese new year.
i just wanna get wild next year.
lol.

alright.
i saw many friends today.
yee teng
i dont even recognize her..
very sorry..
if you thought i was purposely..
but..
it isn't important anymore

saw wai kuan..
lol..
a very good laugh..
love being with her..
kuan kuan...
kakakaka..

saw yoke ching..
haha..
an old friend..
we met in puan roziah's house
during hari raya..

then we watched AVATAR!!
the climax came!!
HUHU
HAHA
HOHO
HIHI
HEHE

have a fun time today
a great day.
with the migraine yesterday
was just gone by itself this morning.

PS:AVATAR IS THE BEST MOVIE I WATCHED
i love the love story

2009-12-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

guess what.
guess what.
i went to a photostate shop.
the U-reka.
to photostate my cert.

guess what.
guess what.
i saw puan roziah.
she came in.
looked at me.
and i said
HEY!!

haha.
we talk talk talk.
talk talk and talk.

remember i said that
i called her yesterday??
to say thank you to her.
and that time,
she asked me
WHAT WILL YOU DO
IN YOUR HOLIDAYS?
i told her:
IM APPLYING
FOR TEMPORARY TEACHER.
................

today,
just now,
she said:
MY HUSBAND SAID
GIVE HIM A COPY.
COZ ITU MMG BHGN DIA..

omgggggggg....
can i kiss u puan roziah??
you're really so kind..

puan roziah again~~~lol

2009-11-25T23:13:00.004+08:00

JUST NOW..
i don't feel like study.
so i turn on my comp..
online of course..
read puan roziah's blog...
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!
im........
how come?
she is really the best.
i put her blog link and wiki link on my blog.
if you guys wanna view it,
i think its alright,
but after view it,
if there's any criticism ,
send it to me personally please,
i'll tell her
don't simply leave a comment onto her blog..
lol
but but but
if there is any compliment or positive criticism for her,
can tell her..
lol
EVERY1 LOVES COMPLIMENT OR POSITIVE CRITICISM RATHER THAN CRITICISM..
agree??

alright,you have to agree
though you're not..

i feel proud to have her as my teacher
she always strive for the best to do her things
i am wondering,
how come she don't feel tired?
and why i keep on say SIAN when im studying
her spirit of learning things will never get faded.

even sometimes
she told me
she is busy and tired
i always know she will still do her best
and ALWAYS STAY UP TIL LATE NIGHT!!
admire her a lot
she's even more energetic than i do..
lol

EXCELLENT TEACHER

2009-11-01T09:44:00.004+08:00

puan roziah!!
you're really my super duper idol!
you are an assessor of ptk.
you sacrifice your time to replace classes for students
you never look down on any students.
you're a EXCELLENT TEACHER all the time
you never give up in your life motto..!!
i love you~~

2009-10-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

puan roziah
you again
you see my status in my fb
you know im moody
you sent me a msg

thanks for your concern
i know you're busy
dare not disturb you
but
im going back on next monday
see you soon

thanks
im glad to have a teacher like you
god bless you!!

2009-08-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

okay..sedangkan kertas PA sudah dekat..
saya telah mengambil keputusan untuk blog dalam BM..
harap maaf..
lol

pertama sekali,
saya baru balik dari taiping..
itu bayi kakak angkat saya..
comel kan??
lol

kedua,
kertas PA akan diuji pada hari selasa dan rabu..
jadi,sekarang kena latih guna BM..
lol

ketiga,
saya makan banyak hari ini..
macam baru keluar dari hutan..
lol

keempat,
saya berasa gembira hari ini..
lol

2009-08-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

CHAN YOON TENG

2009-07-29T21:29:00.001+08:00

钱多钱少，够吃就好。
人丑人美，顺眼就好。
人老人少，健康就好。
家穷家富，和气就好。
老公晚归，有回就好。
老婆唠叨，顾家就好。
孩子从小，就要教好。
博士也好，卖菜也好，长大以后，乖乖就好。
房屋大小，能住就好。
名不名牌，能穿就好。
两轮四轮，能驾就好。
老板不好，要忍就好。
一切烦恼，能解就好。
坚持执着，放下最好。
人的一生，平安就好。
不是有钱，一定会好。
心好行好，命能改好。
谁是谁非，天知就好。
修福修慧，来世更好。
说这么多，明白就好。
天地万物，随缘就好。
很多事情，看开就好。
人人都好，日日都好。
你好我好，世界更好。
总而言之，知足最好。

2009-07-19T19:23:00.002+08:00

1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
~ wrist..my mum suddenly brake the car,then i moved forward..

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
~ study room or bedroom??

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
~ look like a phone lo..what else..lol

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
~ poooopppppppp...

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
~ death note main character L

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
~ 4 flat

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
~ why i need to tell wo??

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
~ sure!!

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
~ nothing..from tv lo

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
~ sometimes..but i already get used to it..

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
~ ==

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
~ same as mine..but actually i don't really mind on that..

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
~ i don't like but i often take it..

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
~ coffee

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
~ ?????

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
~ duriannnnnnnn

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
~ my mum..this morning..

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
~ sure..many many..malaysian maaa....

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
~ forgot..

20 DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
~ ==

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
~ apa tu?

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
~ holly,sdney,all U6B1 classmates,amelia,annie......many many...

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
~ new honda city

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
~ ==

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
~ 1

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
~ blonde

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
~ i always delete de wo..lol

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
~ disturbed by ppl when im busy...

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
~ im nt living in UK wat...

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
~ ==

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
~ forgot..

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
~ forgot..

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
~ sure laaa....lol

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
~ maths

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
~ strong yoon teng(but im not)

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
~ so??

37 WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
~ wishes from friends

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
~ ????

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
~ hmm..sian~~i wish on moon..lol

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
~ sure..if not how do i read my own notes..

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
~ any vege will do..

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
~ swinging mood..

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
~ ????

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
~ hmm..yes..

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
~ sure la..lol

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
~ nope..

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
~ being moody and show it on my face..

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
~ ????

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
~ yes..1 of my weakness..

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
~ ==..sudah lupa la..

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
~ yes..

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
~ ????

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
~ yes..but not too into it..

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
~ sometimes

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
~ ==can be many types..which type of pain do you mean?

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
~ sure no la

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
~ few hours ago..coughing ma..

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
~ nooooo..

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
~Purple, blue , green

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
~ campbell..lol

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
~ hmm..depends

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION
~ wherever..as long as the person who accompany me,that's matter

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
~ sky juice

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
~ kenny

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
~ nope

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
~ sky juice

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
~ who cares

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
~ jogging,simple and good

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
~ black lo..

70. EYE COLOUR?
~ black also

71. TALL OR SHORT?
~ hmm..half half..lol

72.SIBLINGS?
~ 1 elder bro n 1 elder sis

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
~ january

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
~ yup

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
~ tv???

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
~ 1st of jan..new begins..

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
~ sometimes..depends who is the perosn..

78, SUMMER OR WINTER?
~ winter..nv experienced b4..

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
~ relationships

80. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
~ those who r interested lo...fei hua

81. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
~ dunno... wat a mou liu Q is tis... after asking most likely, then followed by least likely...

82. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
~ ==..i don't think so..

83. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
~ being hurt

84. LOUD OR QUIET?
~ loud..lol

85. FAVOURITE MOVIE?
~ comedy

86. IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
~ yea

87. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONES CALL ON PURPOSE?
~ yessss...

88. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
~ facebook

89. MORNING OR NIGHT?
~ morning

90. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
~ ==

91. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD . .
~ fun

92. DREAM JOB?
~ TEACHER!!!!

93. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
~ yes

94. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
~ happy family

95. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
~ yes

96. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
~ ==

97. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
~ for what??im PRETTY!!!!!LOL

98. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
~ hmm..amelia gua..

99. WHAT WAS IT?
~ forgot tae name...nehh..the fat guy..lol

100. TAG 25 PEOPLE!
~ why force people wo..lol

2009-07-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

PUAN ROZIAH AYUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
be extra careful teacher..miss you..

ALL BUS DRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls be calm on the road..don't even be rude to good and pretty driver like me...lol

AMELIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss you too..hope to see you soon..

ANNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss you too..when are you coming back to malaysia..

YEE TONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry for being rude to you today..i was just too angry..

PREFECTORIAL BOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will miss you all..say hi to me ya..>.<

I RETIRED LUUUUUUUUUUU......

2009-07-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

A Conversation for Introduction To Philosophy students.

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem
Science has with GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New
Students to stand and . . .

Professor :Do you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal
him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything.
Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these
terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe
the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD ?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science
says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student asks and professor answers
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
Heat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything
called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we
can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is
only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure
cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light . . but if
you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness,
isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is
flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is
life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the
concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science
can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has
never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the
opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a
substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of
it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes,
of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not
teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's
brain?

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain,
felt it, touched or smelt it? . . .No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face
unfathomable).
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is
FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving

That student was Albert Einstein.

2009-06-27T21:50:00.001+08:00

i like this..read it..

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time for meditation and prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16.. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19.. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything..
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

2009-06-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

PUAN ROZIAH!!!!!

I miss her..
don't know why..
everytime when i face problems,i'll escape to her..
maybe i think that she is the only one who understands me..
and can give me advice..
and support..
i need it badly..
i really need them..
i don't want to do any mistakes anymore..
im really tired..

U6B1 rocks polo ground..^^

2009-06-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

2009-06-04T10:07:00.002+08:00

ok..this morning i woke up at 6.10am..i was having the ecology experiment at polo ground this morning..guess what??i was having migraine yesterday..i couldn't fall asleep..i really cant even though im sleepy..its so hard..i woke up and took 1 penadol then only i can fall asleep..
ok..woke up this morning..feel better..ready to go to the polo ground..i saw yee mun..she is prettier..haha..it has been long time i did not meet her..pretty lawyer you'll be!!^^
did something in the polo ground..very lazy to explain..hehe..but i learnt a lot..laughed a lot..pics will be uploaded soon..

2009-06-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

i miss FORM4 & 5 BIO!!!!!!!!

2009-05-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

things i learn from a simple mail:
In your careers,you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."

unselfishly serving others

2009-04-14T19:32:00.001+08:00

maths formula..haven't finish..still got another 1..omg...!!